BABY

11th day has came .... china finally ended .... i was happy to return to singapore ... happy ro see my mom and dad ... my aunty and grandparents .... but ... when i was in china ... my tears rolled down ....

I will never get to see you as often anymore ... you wont come knocking on my door ... we wont play cards and mahjong game anymore .... i will miss you ....

And i will miss my hotel room ... the bus ... and china food ....

something i will never forget .... the room number and the bus number :D

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Baby boy ... I miss you ....

rainiie

10 september 2008....

We took a bus there ... but half way down the road ... we were stuck ... the bus had no more oil ....

We have to call a back up bus to come and fetch us .... 1/2 hour the bus came ... we were happy ... as we go on the bus ....

We went to temasek poly .... my dream poly ...

we went for biomedical course ... it was awesome ....

I want to go to that course no matter what!!!! <3

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Still cant forget you

I still love you

You might not know this ... but ... everytime during our reading period ... i will secretly look at you .... just by looking at you ... can make me feel happier ... knowing that you are laughing away ....

That day when i pass by you... you smiled at me ... that make me feel like ... a place in paradise....your smile is grogeous ...

I will never forget you ... no matter what happens .....


I still love you no matter what... <3
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I cant forget the memory we had together

And i dont want to forget either....

i love you

BABY BOY

On the third last night ... you got drunk with your friends ... and were missing .... everybody wanted to find you ... i was so nervous .... i went from level 1 - 9 with juliana just to look for you ...

i didnt sleep till 3am .... i was too worried ... whether would you be alright....

On the second last night , i fell sick .... really sick ... some teachers brought me nd juliana to see the doctor , juliana was vomitting because of some unclean food she had eaten ,when we saw the doctor , the doctor said that my sickness was really serious ... and they wanted me to be hospitalised .... but my parents didnt allow ....

After everything ... i told you that i was sick ... but you seems that you only care about the girl .... you had a "crush" on .....

I told myself to forget about you ... but i just cant ...

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Will i be able to forget about you ????

You have a place in my heart ...

Baby boy ... I love you

LOVE

In China , At night we actually have fun ... playing mahjong and cards game.... all i wanted is for you to have fun with me.... i wanted you to play the game so much ... i beg my friends to ask you .... because i was too shy to talk to you....

I remembed 1 night when you were heart broken ... you didnt told us ... you just wanted us to just listen to a song .... to let us know your feelings.... when i heard the lyrics ... i was crying... my tears dropped out ....

Even though , its not me that is heartbroken .... i could feel a sharp pain ... because of you....
the whole night was crashed because of you ....

You invited me out to the hotel corridor to ask me a few question ... i was feeling so nervous .... from after that talk ... i didnt even wanted to play cards anymore ... i just went straight to my room ....

You told me it was too early .... it broked my heart ... but i didnt show it out .... because all i want is for you to be happy ....
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When can i stop thinking about you?

Why do i still have feelings for you?

WHY DO I LOVE YOU???????

In china... I was really tired, after a long day ,

When i was in the bus... i put my jacket on my face.... because the air-con was blowing at my face ....

You came infront which was behind me... and started to poke my jacket, at first i felt quite angry....

But after awhile i felt quite happy because i could actually go near and have "fun" with you....

When i went back to my hotel room ... i was jumping ... and juliana thought that i had gone mad....

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I still love you .... up till now.... you are in my heart...

I started to love you when i saw you .

It was like love at first sight???

I had a dream about you last night .... It felt so real ... After 11 days .... in china , i still have feelings for you....

i cant even forget about you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i know that you and i are impossible together.
I just want you to be happy...

If you are happy , so am i ...


but i will never forget the memory we spend together...

You Will Always Be In My Heart


BABY BOY